A Middle Eastern Veteran’s Struggle with His Own Community
by Aymen Kafel
My squad drives along MSR (main supply route) Dover, en-route to Camp Anaconda. I am standing in the gunner’s position, wearing my face mask and goggles. Dust hits my face and uniform as the sweat from the desert heat trickles down my face and back. I’m wearing 50-pound IBA (individual body armor) with extra ammo, my M-16 right next to me in case my trusty .50 cal fails. We approach a one-lane bridge. The Iraqi Army have traffic stopped on both sides. My squad temporarily stops to assess the situation. Our Battalion Commander wanted me to tell the Iraqi soldier standing next to my truck that we need to move. I converse with the soldier in Arabic. The Iraqi soldier looked perplexed, as if I was somehow speaking in a foreign language that he understood. He replies in Arabic, “I don’t speak English.” So, I respond, again in Arabic, and say: “Well how about we speak Arabic then?” The Iraqi soldier agrees as a big smile spreads across his face.
These were one of many encounters I had out there in Iraq. The Iraqis were used to seeing civilian translators with U.S. Soldiers. One thing they could not get used to was an American soldier who spoke Arabic and understood their culture. Every time I encountered an Iraqi, they would first tell me that they didn’t understand. They just couldn’t believe a U.S. Soldier was speaking Arabic, let alone a U.S. Soldier who was also from the Middle East.
What was it like for me to enlist? I was met with fierce opposition from my local, middle eastern community. I was called everything from the enemy, traitor to a bad son and bad example for the younger generations. I would hear about fathers going to religious figures in the community asking for advice on their sons so they wouldn’t “end up like me.” All the opposition and fighting did was fuel the fire in me even more. I ended up enlisting in the National Guard. I chose serving part-time for two reasons: I still wanted to graduate college, but also wanted to at least try to appease my local community by not just getting up and leaving.
At boot camp, I was alone and didn’t get many letters from home. When I was allowed phone calls, they were brief and awkward. During the final weeks of boot camp and AIT (advanced individual training), we were given our graduation dates. I called home and informed my family of when I was going to graduate. I was told that no one was coming. Oh well, I knew that might happen. I graduated and went home with no fan fair, no family congratulating me, it was back to normal.
A year and a half later, I got my orders to go to war. I was both excited and scared at the same time. My family on the other hand was not happy, understandably so. What parents are willing to see their child off to war. I also dealt with the backlash from my family and community. At this point I knew what to expect from them. They would not understand why I had to go. For me, it was my duty to go and fight. It was about my fellow soldiers out there. It was also about protecting those who were not part of that fight. I knew my language and cultural awareness would be helpful to my unit and the civilians I would encounter. Little did I know the impact I would have…
Continued in Part 2
Ayman is an Operation Iraqi Freedom veteran (2005). He became a cop in 2007. His current position is detective, SWAT team member, firearms instructor, less-than lethal weapons instructor, and fire investigator.
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