What would you do if you knew the day your heart would shatter? What’s all the fuss; why does it matter? Would you let the waves take you to the endless bottom pit; or wake to see it ain’t over yet? What if you knew; all the stories are true?
Dear Heavenly Father, please continue to give me strength and guidance; to help end this awful violence.
These are my first words after crossing over to the other side; written as a scribble from a dribbling mind. Pen to paper, vibrating still further. Far past my Golden Ratio observer; to forever bow before our standing Father. My first words after passing through the singularity of a collapsed Universal reality.
Adam found the right frequency; to balance the demands of reality.
A choice to vibrate in harmony; blessed be the synchronicity of electricity.
Connected by nature, to obey our all-Father.
A struggle we needed; to rise undefeated.
Find the calm; and sing his song.
Time to ring those bells;
to send Satan back to Hell.
This, is our origin story
First written on my dad’s birthday; revised again today; oh this holy new day.
I write to remind you what it feels like to feel again. I’m grateful for the pain because it reminds me I’m still alive. I’m grateful to feel everything. Feel the pain here. It’s a reminder we’re still alive on this beautiful planet. Watch and be thankful for the pain. It’s a beautiful thing.
Death is birth. Giving is the source of my strength.
Let’s ring the bells together and send Satan back to Hell. Ring the Bell Here and rise Christians rise.
God Bless,
Scott Chapman
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Scott Chapman served in 2nd Battalion 75th Ranger Regiment from 2001-2005. He deployed to Iraq during the 2003 invasion and then to the Afghan theatre 4 times. After the military, Scott worked in the executive protection space and then as an OGA security contractor. Providing security support to the Intelligence community where he deployed 17 times; mostly to the Forward Operating Bases (FOB). He provided security support for Intelligence personnel and operations. Scott continues to work in the contract security area.
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