by Ryan Stovall
having shot children
we return to too many faces
shuffling sundown drenched streets
brown black or pale
sweating
some seem accusatory
but soon under towers’ shadows
we see we’re still okay
cause of the few
out on Hudson’s water
not a one
is walking on it
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“Manhattan” is an excerpt from Ryan’s Black Snowflakes Smothering a Torch or how to talk to your veteran – a primer
Ryan Stovall is a former adventurer, world traveler, and Green Beret twice decorated for valor and awarded two Purple Hearts. Since returning from Pakistan in 2016 he has found writing to be a therapeutic outlet for coping with PTSD. His poetry won the 2018 Wright Award from Line of Advance and has appeared in Rosebud, The Cape Rock, Here Comes Everyone, and other journals and anthologies. Ryan writes and lives with his family in Western Maine.
For more information contact christopher@woodhallpress.com
This first appeared in The Havok Journal on January 10, 2023.
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