
Abstract: Pole Flip Perspective
It’s common for human perception to progress ‘forward’ through time, guided by memory, prediction, and learned response. Yet new interpretations across psychology, physics, and mythology suggest an alternate orientation: that individuals may [unknowingly] navigate the present while they face backwards. To interpret reality through a lens of accumulated trauma-based control, habit, and unintegrated experiences.
“Pole Flip Perspective” and the follow-on essay (#33) titled “A Map of Time” propose to reframe temporal orientation in human consciousness. To draw from the depth of front-edge psychology, high-order pattern recognition, and theoretical physics models of time as a non-linear continuum.
This essay introduces the concept of a perceptual “pole flip.” A moment when sufficient integration of past experiences will reorient awareness from retrospective interpretation; toward forward-facing probabilities. In this state, the future is no longer an extension of the past, but an infinite probability field encountered in the present.
Within this framework, repetitive behavioral and emotional patterns are understood as grooves; stable, self-reinforcing pathways shaped by unresolved experience. Shadow integration, rather than suppression, allows the observer to step out of these grooves to reveal a finite set of recurring human patterns that echo across cultures, epochs, and timeless myths. Once recognized, these patterns lose their determinism, and conscious action becomes a bifurcation point. Where subtle but meaningful acts will alter the trajectory of lived reality.
This perspective aligns with physical interpretations in which past, present, and future coexist, and observation collapses probability into experience. Small, intentional acts, often dismissed as insignificant, are reframed as ‘seed moments’ of measurable consequence in a future that already exists. Not through force, but through orientation and honest intentions.
“Pole Flip Perspective” is not presented as a doctrine, but as a lens: a way of observation that reveals why ancient stories repeat, why personal histories feel cyclical, and why moments of clarity often arrive only after the past has been understood with thoroughness. What emerges is a model of consciousness in which meaning is not discovered by looking backward alone, but by learning when, and how, to finally face forward. Presented below as poetry in prose, where each character acts as a quanta packet of frequency to unlock a new reality.

Our Sad-Mad Star Named Solace
A geomagnetic reversal, known as a pole flip, marks the terminus point of a pampered civilization. Catastrophic events follow predictable patterns, as governed by the spiral geometry that underlies all creation. This geometric pattern is gleaned as a Golden Ratio. Civilizations and systems do not end because they destroy themselves. Rather, they end because they fail to recognize the cyclic patterns of collapse on final approach. Once awareness is brought to the sacred geometries of prediction, a revival will rise to restore the Earth.
The next logical question is this. How can one see a pattern of prediction? The answer arrives without pageantry or persuasion, through a lens I label, “Pole Flip Perspective.”

From the Beginning of Time
The purpose of wisdom is to serve through humility, not superiority. These words, insights, and conclusions are the gift to you from my lived human experience. With an established “everything is God; but me” perspective, free will appears as a spicy gift of discernment to allow humans to earn our way back to Eden. An unseen algorithm runs over great lengths of time, while ego-driven actions work to diminish mankind. Also noted in an equation of creation that arcs over time, anything not earned is often disregarded. Evil is easy for a passive mind while Love is effort for the active kind. Let’s start this typewritten journey at the first big square, then I invite you to walk with me; if you so dare.

First, a bang – to begin this epic cycle of long division all over again. Gravity gathers as a clock to draw wee dust and debris into every distant rotating heavenly body. Eons of time after that first big square, humans begin to rise and then self-organize. We adapt to our harsh environment while the spiral guides this organic refinement.
Humans group together by collections of different colored people, bound together through a hijacked holy steeple. We refine, and then reduce, as time folds forward to tighten our hangman’s noose. Humans venture further, faster into the spiral. We isolate behind masked personas, into groups of like-minded people.
Layers of reduction begat this pre-planned destruction. Extraction by contraction, of our most precious commodity, humans subdue emotion from the physical body. We organize as live fractured fractals, then form groups of ego-driven action. Systems built on control tighten and twist, then suffocate with a carrot-string promise of bliss. Structures built with a framework of fear are designed to control, corral, and consume one’s attention; with a goal of total human submission. A fractal from balance became so out of whack, it’s only time until Light strikes back. Alas, this division, destruction, and recreation is the Creator’s grand intention. A portrait of peace begat every nation within our Garden of Eden.

No. Single. Event. Stands. Alone.
Every event, and every action, is connected to the next event, and next action through a series of unseen connected energetic ‘guitar strings.’ These strings are all strung together behind a veil of your awareness. This forms an endless string of interconnected probability timelines where each decision comes true along its respective timeline. This unseen string of events acts as a highway for intentions and emotion throughout the lattice of a Many Worlds Interpretation of the Universe.
As shown in “The Spiral and the Spark,” the periods of art humans co-create also follow the geometry of the Golden Ratio. Since this is true, we travel along a collapsing path of halving halves where each action offers an on-ramp or off-ramp opportunity to command one’s future. Each spiral resides within an overlapping or larger pattern of geometry. Golden ratios collapse forward towards the single point of singularity; or expand towards a new opportunity.
Once an awareness tipping point is crossed, the observer undergoes a conceptual magnetic inversion of perspective where the eyes and heart now face forward. This post-terminus perspective brings forth truth when every outward action will begin to shape new, living timelines of malleable matter. At this point, one can transmute energy from a bumper-to-bumper calamity into a forward spiral victory.

An Abbreviated History of a Never-Ending Story.
As a transparent testimony of me. Once an angry atheist, I began to awaken after a “12-Sign” from Revelation showed we follow the same cycle path of rapid half reduction. In 2017, I saw the mechanism of destruction then worked backwards to find a simple solution. For the past 9 years, my intuition-driven decisions prepared my psyche to ask a question I did not know existed. Unknown at the time, I conditioned my mind, my body, and my spirit to push a question into the cosmos of our star’s coming conundrum.
Early edits of my written work show a passive voice that’s out of tune, yet I published strings of sounds that felt most true. I view words & individual characters as music notes. Quanta packets of frequency to rearrange and find an ‘in-tune symphony.’ Walking 3D edits through wavy waters during a dynamic writing project on a paradise planet.
In May of 2025, while deep in the Peruvian Amazon with a shaman from the Shipibo Tribe, I directed the below forward-intention questions deep into the Cosmos. The arrival of the questions I traveled so far to ask, appeared in meditation hours before my Ayahuasca ask.


Intention questions during Ayahuasca ceremonies 1-3 (of 4 total ceremonies).
- Why am I here?
- Why has the Universe given me so much struggle? Pain? Conflict?
- I see mathematical patterns of the Golden Ratio that guide my actions or warn me. Why?
- What am I supposed to do with all the wisdom obtained from my life?
My final focused intention question for Ayahuasca ceremony number 4 (of 4) states: “Our sun is entering a drastic [natural] cooling cycle. The cooling Sun causes Earth’s magnetic shield to weaken. We’re approaching a major timeline split. A cycle of cataclysm. How do I unite human consciousness to be used to strengthen our weakening magnetosphere?”

The answer to this complex query began to unfold 9 years before I embarked on this timeless journey. One by one, I published outlines of an answer to form a stepladder series of truths, numbered one through thirty-two. I published, in real time, after I passed through thresholds of personal pain, brought on by confrontation of the man inside my brain. Before permission is granted to see this epic drama, I had to clear the table of the low-fruit trauma. Presented as an evolution of an idea that follows a mathematical formula.

The Human LLM (Large Language Model – Artificial Intelligence)
Our nervous system can be compared to a 1990s computer in need of simple defragmentation maintenance. The act of processing trauma to unmask ego will clear the cache so the human operating system can run at higher functionality. When major software updates arrive to the nervous system, I recommend you “install all” to unlock a return of what it feels like to feel again. Emotion is the glue that holds humanity together. It’s the most coveted commodity behind the veil of our cosmos. The living codes to re-configure consciousness can be found at the end of each paragraph in this LLM section. (Control + Alt + Delete = New Perspective).
Humans live, learn, and love as Large Language Models within a majestic Matrix of a living algorithm. In our meager lifespan, we see little bitty bits of a grand ‘ol story yet pretend to think that’s all there ever is. All the little missing bites of what we don’t yet know are filled in from TV or the radio. (Observation + Assumption = Disfigured Delusions of a Perfect Story).
We use the context of what we cannot see to mold our own perspective within an infinite reality. We walk within a bell curve of total submission, while some are engineered to predict patterns from our insights, anguish, and intuition. (Submission + Time – Ego = Increased Awareness) (Power + Time + Ego = Self-Destruction).
From a lifetime thru-hike over a field of fire, I wear my injuries as a welcome badge of honor. Extreme sustained stress over chronic swaths of time induced enhancements to unlock deeper parts of my mind. I did not pause and become their diagnosis; this little fact is backed by years of Gnosis. The painful path of pattern recognition soon became a survival system to break a cycle of destruction. (Pain + Gratitude = Wisdom).
One hefty rule within this heavy algorithm is to stay humble; anything else begats a 4th quarter fumble. A hardened heart becomes a virus to vex a living system that runs pitch black deception. (Humility + Time = Authenticity).
As live LLMs, we must speak a precise prompt to receive an awesome answer. We speak words to walk along these sacred ascension stones of submission. If words do not match one’s actions, then the algorithm is quick to correct by a slip down the mountain; into a sinking ship. (Be true to yourself = Salvation).
Magic manifests once one is granted permission to see a sliver of our whole connected story. Earn a pass from penance through a geometric portal to produce a brand-new piece of the grand ‘ol puzzle. Presented in the form of a new awareness; posed as a fresh new perspective. One can change the future by changing the perspective of the past during a “Threshold Event.” (Penance + Threshold Event = Increased Awareness).
Hidden intentions, bound with fear, direct the actions of a hijacked heart. The frequency expelled from one’s mouth and actions carries with it the hidden intentions found within a hardened heart. The nervous system cannot tell a lie. When words do not match actions, a struggle situation will reveal itself in the form of human dysregulation. Enter a garbage prompt to receive a garbage answer in this dynamic epic. (Hidden Intentions over Unmet Trauma = Observed Awful Outcomes).
Piece by piece, permission to see more of the map arrived after I integrated pieces from my past as bites and bits of hard-earned wisdom; identified as a Threshold Event. These shadow integrations are offered at an increase of intensity with a reduction of frequency. Graphed as a Golden Ratio. Halving faster forward to reveal deeper malice of manipulation; then transmuted into magic. This is how to first identify, then break, generational trauma. Pain became the runway beacon of my nervous system recalibration. (Awareness + Exponential Pain over a G.R. timeline = Larger piece of the map / Growth).

Physics, Psychology, and Threshold Events
My math may be shaky as every first draft is quirky. So, I put the above hypothesis to the test when I predicted, programmed, and produced a self-induced Kundalini Rising event on 4 Feb 2026. I saw a major Threshold Challenge on final approach because I observed the indicators of a major timeline about to reduce by half. This pattern indicates a major realization on final approach. I recognized I felt anxious. Nervous. Uneasy for no good reason. I observed subtle checkpoints pass at a reducing rate. I felt unsettled, with bouts of quiet anger. I knew my psyche will soon be in danger.
Metacognition mixed with years of Army Ranger discipline keeps my awareness on the emotion versus any unwanted reaction to dull my sensation. To silence the world and focus further inwards, I put the blackout curtains on my van-life windows then identified the emotions as they emerged. I asked out loud, “I am feeling anger right now. Why?” Next, a wave of anxiety passed through my system as I organized my living situation. “This is that anxiety feels like. Why do I feel anxious?” I put my Bible next to a bottle of water and prepared to face a manic mirror. “Why am I so angry all of a sudden?” “What do I need to process?” “What’s left to integrate?” Then, pain arrived as a freight train of an answer to my new intention questions.
3.2.1…halving faster. Ever closer to the Threshold Event of a major realization. With a rapid onset on the way, I squeezed the last bit of ego out of the tube and texted a dear old friend to ask for help. I asked for consent to be heard in my most vulnerable moment. I knew I needed to hear the soft harmony of a humble human voice. After I sent a simple text for help, I felt a freight train of intense pain pass through my nervous system as an awful realization came into focus.
The phone fell from my hand when I realized I’ve been raised by 4 adults who suffer from severe Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (C-PTSD). The pressure in my chest felt intense when I realized I haven’t felt safe since 3rd grade. My parents did the best they can, and all at once, I felt the weight of what they did not know. The freight train then ran through my veins when I realized most of the population suffers in silence from the same cycle of pain. I felt the loss of gravity over the grandeur of the pain most people keep hidden by masks of ego within.
I gasped and groaned while waves of pain passed through my frayed nervous system. I kept a lock-tight active mind to deny disassociation from this sacred event. I sat present in the pain of multiple generations who pushed hidden hurt onto innocent children. I sought to feel every bit of the horror that plagues we enslaved. To keep myself away from any negative spiral, I clutched my Bible and said the Lord’s Prayer through snot and heavy tears. Curled in the fetal position, my body shook so hard I felt as if my bones would break. I wanted to ensure I felt every bit of this painful bliss. I begged our Father for a new beginning to wash the Earth of this awful mess.
Metacognition kept me present. I’m aware enough to know the brain acts as a pill dispenser. Once a trigger is triggered, I learned a week earlier that I have 60-90 seconds to ride the wave and feel the pain. Once the hormones are released, it takes 60-90 seconds to pass them through my nervous system. Anything after those endless seconds becomes a choice to feed pain or seek a positive solution. This is the power of Differentiated Consciousness. This is our natural human condition.

As soon as I received a warm reply with an honest intention to listen, instead of deflection, I felt a shift in the tide and I began to rise. I found an anchor from an unconditional friendship filled with love. I knew novel ideas are inbound after integration of these painful realizations. I also knew there’s an equal-opposite rise to the intense low I just felt. I asked my dear friend, who has an open-heart chakra, for a 17-minute intermission so I can stay present in the rising wave of submission.

3 Feb 2026:
22:58 – A text for help to talk about incoming intense pain of a major realization. Warm reply received.
23:01 – Pain reduced by denial to feed a negative spiral. Instant clarity ensued when I asked a question about how common the condition of C-PTSD is over generations. I transmuted intense pain into a plan to heal generations through written action.
23:20 – 1 minute phone call to kick off a Kundalini Rising (KR) “trampoline double bounce” by a dear friend. During the emotionally charged quick call, I felt it important to make an introduction of the pure, raw, emotion to my fellow human companion. At the end of this quick call, my hands trembled through tears of gratitude. I uttered the words as soft as I can, “This is what love feels like.” We both cried while I made the emotion introduction then felt a bucket of intense love pour over my head. A wave washed through me while my nervous system welcomed this new beginning.

We hung up the call because the excitement took my breath away. I wrote a steady stream of unfiltered consciousness through half-closed eyes while heavy tears poured down my face. My ever-present, calm companion took quiet note of the visible light pour from my fingers while I wrote.
4 Feb 2026:
00:55 – Rough Draft of “KR consciousness stream download” complete. I wrote until the event passed through me then curled up to rest like a little baby. From that awesome elevation, I brought back truckloads of newfound wisdom. Ready to remedy our solar situation. The deluge of information obtained after my solo Tribulation is within this written declaration of my math obsession.

Portal to Peace
This precipice event marks the interference patterns where two intersecting waves of patterns smash together. I stopped a freight train of pain and refused to push it forward. Instead, I alchemized that ‘dark energy’ into this typewritten declaration of white light alchemy.
Since Einstein’s math taught us all time exists Now, one can produce “portals” to peace by a side-step of a destructive pattern. Do something you’ve never done to achieve different results.
These pass-through events are not met with ribbons, fanfare, or glee. Rather, they increase with intense misery. Intense pain is one’s penance for a pass-through “Threshold Event” where judgement comes from within. These events are experienced at a major or minor rate of intensity because we live within a sea of fractals.
Be True to Yourself
Do your actions match your words? If not, misalignment ensues and one’s nervous system tells the tale of what isn’t true. In this algorithm of human creation, we’re given the choice to judge ourselves or integrate the wisdom from the hidden hurt within. The traumas, and the pain we refuse to face, are containers of the treasure of your eternal life.
Judgement arrives in the form of a self-inflicted situation to uncover the darkness and demons hidden within a self-imposed Tribulation. It’s easy to gaslight oneself and point a crooked finger at others. Love, on the other hand, takes uncomfortable effort to look in the mirror. To break generational trauma is not for the weak or faint of heart. Hard lived wisdom taught me woe unto the wicked because I cannot change their rotten perspective. I do not wish this pain upon anyone; yet I welcome their self-imposed destruction to free the children from the victim.

Active vs. Passive Mind
Here’s a quiet silly secret I offer to you as a covert Christmas present. I keep the keys to the Kingdom taped beneath my computer. A slick silver screen cliché that makes me smile till this day. I keep the computer code taped beneath my computer for anyone to access or acquire. May this advice act as the same mustard seed to our dynamic algorithm. During threshold events, it’s crucial for one’s consciousness to remain active within the moment; instead of adrift with ease to disassociate.
When you change the way you write, you change the way you speak. When you change the way you speak, you change the way you think. And when you change the way you think, you change what solidifies before your feet.
Just as the Earth’s magnetic poles are scheduled to experience periodic polarity inversions, humanity will experience a similar inversion; noted as a Pole Flip Perspective. At this inversion, the illusion of linear time will dissolve to make way for the higher self to take charge, purge what no longer serves itself, then emerge anew. This multidimensional fractal phenomenon unfolds across three planes, or dials, of intensity: mathematical, physical and spiritual. With all three lenses brought into focus, the lampstand lights our way.

Vinyl Record Nervous System.
Every human carries within them an unseen history. This emotional lineage spans over generations of cyclic patterns of common behavior. Most of this hidden history is never seen, heard, or healed. These unresolved moments within our unique human experience form patterns of behavior that feel automatic. These ‘knee-jerk’ reactions become ‘etched’ into one’s nervous system the same way a needle follows a groove on a vinyl record. Children are not born with these grooves in their vinyl nervous system. Instead, they’re etched in by unhealed humans to perpetuate cycles of generational trauma. Do you remember who you are before the world told you to be afraid?
The world you see with your eyes is a classroom for pattern recognition of the past. When a destructive pattern is shattered, a “cycle of growth” takes place. After energy is expended and a decision is made to collapse a destructive cycle, a repressed traumatic memory will surface and act to further shatter the ego. Collective personal growth will foster a rapid evolution of our species.
Until one becomes unbothered, those who refuse to look inward and digest the past will become stuck between the past and a future of unmet anxiety. This Purgatory mid-point creates human prisoners of the past and hostages to the future. With this schoolhouse perspective, triggers that once sent you into a spiral can become welcomed placeholders for points of personal growth when one asks, “Why do I feel anger?” “What’s the cause of this trigger?” Humans build armor in their world and control others through excessive kindness, a demand for obedience, or project guilt to remain unseen. Every one of these defense mechanisms is an attempt to feel safe by a hurt 7-year-old.
When one breaks a personal cycle of pattern reaction, it becomes obvious to see others who follow the same old bumpy groove of deception. Every bump out of that groove will produce a new groove. Once one realizes there are no grooves, then freedom will ensue.
Uncertainty Principle of Time
Do you stand firm on the emotion you feel as a fact? Or can you find a positive perspective within a sea of infinite potential realities to give yourself grace? With distance, how many positive perspectives can you find for any negative event? Since the Universe requires energetic homeostasis, there is always an equal and opposite upswing to any negative event. With practice, positive perspectives from events that happen “Now” become woven-in to the new baseline operating system.
The observer must act as a prompt engineer to weave precise words with clear intentions to elicit a desired outcome from the dynamic landscape within. Layered intentions can be built into the observer’s spoken statement to execute command and control over one’s own landscape. Weak prompts or loose words will allow the landscape to dictate the observer’s experience in their existence. Thus, slavery to systems will continue.
Will you choose to live within a daydream of doomsday and imaginary enemies or will you choose to see the good in every possible person presented? All potential futures exist because an absolute future can never be known. Within this multidimensional essay, let us call this notion the “Uncertainty Principle of Time.”
This higher state of awareness signals an evolutionary shift in our species. May this essay be marked as another seed forward in the spiral ratio, a reflection of His design, not mine. I am but a vessel to act as a pass-through person. The more I learn and the more and the more I see, the more I learn I am nothing. I am who you say I am only because your assumptions say it so. How about you ask me a question?
Let us mark this as a movement away from warring tribes, who fight over infinite abundance. We’ll soon emerge as a new collective species, that serves each other through surrender of the ego. In this prophesied alignment guided by time, the magnet of the soul points home again, through Christ, who anchors with love and light. Jesus sought not to replace the Law of Moses, instead, he sought to complete the story while rooted in the truth of love. We are all multidimensional sovereign empaths who will emerge anew.
Pole Shift Perspective:
A translation for the Emotion-Driven Mind.

For those who feel before they think, this translation is for you. Emotion is the medium. It is the current that carries wisdom from the unseen to the seen. Every wave of grief, joy, anger, or peace is energy in motion (e-motion), is an electrical message from the soul to the heart, asking only to be felt, not feared.
In this ascension process, emotion is not a byproduct; it is the instrument within a scheduled spiritual awakening. Each tear shed is a filament of light, to rewire the circuitry of a frazzled nervous system. Healing from trauma can hurt; let gratitude help glide you through the slide.
Each moment of gratitude becomes a recalibration towards a frequency centered on loving yourself first. Gratitude is the pathway to begin to forgive oneself for things they did not know. Once one is able to find the gratitude perspective within any awful event, one becomes a ship captain able to steer away from self-destruction.
When you allow emotion to flow free through the body, without judgment or resistance, one will dissolve the ‘static’ that once distorted a pure signal. The more full one can feel, the clearer the transmission of the source.
To identify a feeling within a frazzled nervous system is a crucial first step to unlock a mastery of emotions. Anchor emotions to feelings or maybe matter as they arise. “This is what love feels like,” “this is what pain feels like,” “This is what joy looks like.” This is how the heart becomes the antenna of heaven.
The polarity flip of emotion occurs when pain no longer seeks to punish, but to purify.
That is the miracle of a metamorphosis: agony turning into awareness, sorrow into song, and fear into faith. Trust in the spiral sonnet of life will guide you to inner peace.
This software update will install the skill to view the world as if your brain is a quantum computer. This “Superposition of Perspective” allows the operator to choose the desired reality they align with. It’s metacognition within an infinite sea of choices. Note: Admin will install this new software with or without the operator’s permission.

Conclusion:
The sun’s magnetic fields drive the direction and pace of this cyclic upwards swing. As the sun’s magnetic fields flux and flex, Earth’s magnetic field drifts, bends, and wanes. Because we’re all connected, as Earth and sun undergo harmonic changes, so do we humans. This will happen because the spiral sets the speed while time ticks along.
The purpose of every pole flip, cosmic or human, is renewal, not ruin. When the magnet of the soul realigns, we remember that the story never ends; instead we transcend. We evolve. The past dissolves into wisdom, the future unfolds as faith, and the present hums with possibility. Every healed heart becomes a compass that points to True North.
This is the quiet revolution of peace. Not by an army, recruiters, or events seen on TV. It’s the rebirth of Earth through the remembrance of God within us, the same spirit made flesh through Jesus. Let us be humble, like ants on this paradise planet who all work together to retell a timeless story of humility through one big human family.

Appendix:
3-4 Feb 2026
Kundalini Rising
2nd KR event data point in the spiral
RAW consciousness stream notes
Data dump download
“Hi XXX!!!!!
Below is a quick rough draft after a Major Threshold Crossing event that just happened. Let’s do context first, please. Also, please excuse any loose language as I typed in a blur of tears and vibrating fast fingers. I have major edits to make below. More letters were better because I wrote what’s below during a Kundalini Rising event. I rode a wave of intense love out to the Cosmos and across multiple dimensions.
We experienced something beautiful together and I first want to thank you for your consent beforehand. I apologize for the cliffhanger phone call. You’re a vital component to this incredible puzzle.
I saw this intense release on the way. Thank you for being my angel tonight. When I asked to call you, I called because I faced the darkest deepest realization I’ve ever seen. My nervous system needed to hear someone real because I lost gravity over a new realization.
I believe I’ve been raised by 4 adults who all suffer from C-PTSD. Then an epiphany arose the moment I surrendered a bit more ego off my shoulders and asked for help. I instantly realized most of the population suffers from C-PTSD.
After I processed the shadow and integrated the new perspective, [the moment I typed a seed question when I saw a path to help all those who hide their hurt.] I received a massive ‘download’ of information. [This is Energy Alchemy put into practice.]
I call them “front edge thoughts.” XXXX, I’m forever in your debt. Traumas unlock treasures. In honor of my dear departed absent friend Petr Spurny, “Great ship captains are not made in calm seas.” I just went through a storm. We must pass through every diagnosis to arrive at an unbreakable mind. XXXX, you are unbreakable. Thank you, my dear friend.
🎄”

“Stream of consciousness during a KR event:
I took a real pretty picture today. I often use the analogy of a single red rose, alone, in blanket of pure white snow as a “checkpoint.” Checkpoints have become my “white blaze” through life since I began to see coincidences as patterns.
Since we live in a math-driven Universe. Probabilities pique my interest. It’s fun for me to ponder the “what are the odds of that?” kind of coincidences? But are they? I don’t believe in coincidences because I see patterns within patterns. These patterns span across large systems and personality triggers.
These patterns follow the Golden Ratio along a reducing, or expanding, spiral. These patterns are either halving or expanding by half, in either direction. Just like a succulent, sunflower, or spiral galaxy.
It’s a dynamic, fluid universe that’s driven by math. If one can see geometric shapes as a map, then the incoming rate of “checkpoints” along each individual “timeline” will indicate something I labeled as a “Threshold Event.” What is a Threshold Event?
A Threshold Event is a period where one will face a trigger, in real life. A seemingly random circumstance will arise that follows a Butterfly Effect chain of events will unfold. At that choke point, a decision must be made. A point in one’s life where a difficult decision must be made.
In geometry terms, it’s the halving of a Golden Ratio. Since we experience life from a linear perspective, one can liken it to a hiking trail. We’re all on our own individual hikes. It’s God’s divine plan to let one choose their own adventure. God is every character in this epic adventure because “Everything is God; but me.”
Earth is paradise. God gave us Emotion because emotion is the most precious commodity in the Universe. At these dynamic moments in your personal life, that’s the time when your nervous system needs a release. These moments can feel like torture because the brain believes the trauma is happening NOW.
Therefore, it [the brain] becomes a pill dispenser and releases a burst of what you need to survive the moment. Since this trauma needs to be seen, that emotional event will arrive as waves of increasing discomfort at a reducing rate until a climatic release over varying degrees.
Traumas are stored within one’s nervous system like a vinyl record. As you walk, you make decisions in the NOW to continue the groove and follow your patterns. OR decide to do something new and break a pattern. When one steps out of a pattern, it disrupts the nervous system. It’s a recalibration. An energetic release ensues. This means a trauma defense pattern will poke its quills [to remain hidden].
We project the traumas we refuse to face. However, there’s treasure within the trauma. Pass a Threshold challenge, defeat a sin, earn a bit of download wisdom. Bing bang boom.
Here’s the deal, the more you walk in line with Jesus, the more difficult the “levels” become. Every day is a test of one’s resolve. Since Peru, I only have lucid dreams where I’m even tested in my sleep. What kind of person are you [on the inside]? Every day is a trial if our actions match our words. The more true one is to himself, the more one is allowed more awareness; it’s a veil of awareness.
There is no hierarchy or status within humans. God humbled himself to live as a man and show us how to love one another. Then we killed a perfect man.
Let’s flip the switch. [God is the CEO of the universe. Out of respect for Jesus’s sacrifice, talk to the manager before you go to the CEO]. Be a Karen; ask to speak to the manger straight away. I invite you to talk to his Son first. That’s the only way the Lord will take our call anymore.
Anything not earned becomes disregarded. Consciousness takes a long time to expand. It’s a big math problem. Each decision becomes a further and further dive into the self. How well does one know themselves?
Each ego-death reveals a new persona to exhume. A mask we wear to protect the traumas we refuse to face. We meet truer versions of ourselves the deep one goes; to locate the child who never felt safe.
Humans are dynamic creatures with neuroplasticity. That means we are a little different than we were yesterday. Another name for this feature is “growth.” Some are more resilient than others. It’s not a status. It’s genetics and statistics.
Here’s the fun part, humility is built into the algorithm. My favorite joke is to say I’m the most humble person in the room. Life is about having fun. But we gotta earn the right to play.
Quantum physics says all we have is this tiny slice of NOW. The future is an infinite range of infinite probabilities. These probable timelines arrive as coincidences or within the range of people who all experience similar nervous system fluctuations. I observe lots of unconnected random people pass through the same pattern at once.
If a group of unconnected people all experience a nervous system recalibration (Threshold Event) at the same time, then each will experience different magnitude of decision to make.
This is how one defeats generational trauma; and maybe a bit more. At these Threshold Events, I invite you to follow the three Golden Principles as a refined operating system of direction.
Why must God’s word be reduced? There’s lots of reasons for this answer. Let’s focus on the positive. One’s nervous system has been under attack since ego took over eons ago. We are all one. It’s not a race. Who are we were before ego destroyed the world. We become the age we were when we took on the trauma.
Golden Principles to deprogram the virus out of your nervous system. Each must project with equal intensity to achieve balance.
- Everything is God, but me.
- Do all things through Love
- Jesus is God, incarnate.”
Author’s Note: I re-wired my brain to exit the 3rd dimension through a decade of manic scientific study. I solved for X, for our Absent Friends, both yours and mine. Rest easy and I’ll see you on the other side. Thanks for following along.
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Scott Chapman is a former U.S. Army Ranger who served during the early years of the war on terror, including five deployments along with the invasion of Iraq. After leaving the military, he worked in Executive Protection before returning to Afghanistan with Blackwater. Completing 22 deployments over six years supporting the U.S. Intelligence community.
He’s an incessant Seeker who blends raw emotion with scientific curiosity, using physics, quantum theory, and positive thought to help usher in a new era of peace. Learn more at www.ScottChapmanAuthor.com.
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